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What feeling is this?

It’s cold,

It’s as dark as night

No,

It’s darker.

My shadow is my only friend,

He’s always by my side,

But right now

Even he has left me.

No one is around to keep me warm,

No one is around to listen to my tales

I’m alone,

I’m always just alone,

They never want to listen to me

They’re too concerned with their self ideals,

Too concerned with their pretty faces.

They’re just too concerned to deal with

My useless life.

- Nicholas J. Dowling

My Self

My life a meaningless shell

I’m of no reason,

No will,

No self.

The darkness fills every crevice of my mind,

Cracks of my body

And every inch of my soul.

I’m cold,

So very cold

My mind is clouded with emotions of

Sadness

Almost a feint depression

My body goes numb

Like a rag doll

Unresponsive

I am slowly dying,

Screaming for help

But all is for naught

No one’s around.

-Nicholas J. Dowling

 

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